Things that are confusing: when a person who is obviously un..
Added 2024-10-20 06:38:12 +0000 UTCThings that are confusing: when a person who is obviously unloving, while having sex, touches you with such tenderness that your skin turns to light. It's unbearable to realize that he, while "making love," feels nothing for you. Unloving can be passionate or skillful, but this heartless tenderness is not necessary, because afterwards there comes such a degree of confusion that leaves the body sad and thankless for a long time; having sex with someone you have fallen out of love with or haven't seen for a long time: then you risk crying all night, holding a T-shirt with a completely alien, and formerly native, smell to your face - grieving because you are so fiercely, frantically indifferent
