I apologize for the absence and for the sad post but I reall..
Added 2025-05-27 03:50:12 +0000 UTCI apologize for the absence and for the sad post but I really need to vent. I'm so sick of trying so hard. "Be yourself and love will find you" is utter bull shit. I've tried every possible way, opened up and poured my heart and soul into relationships just to get my heart stomped into the dirt over and over again. All I ask is for a woman to give me the effort in return. I want to feel worthy again. I want to feel emotions other than crippling loneliness and heartbreak. I am sick of being lied to, my past three girlfriends have said I'm "Perfect" yet here we are, crying into a pillow again. I'm so touch starved and in need I'm afraid what path it's gonna lead me down
